~Sorry, but I'm living in the past today~

Day 3 of this fantabilist vacation! I spent a couple of hours at the old homestead, going through some old things in my old bedroom. It's just as I left it about ten years ago. That's sad...just sad.

Actually, the whole thing was sad, because I didn't want to leave my bedroom. I wanted to go back those ten years ago, and have those old feelings once again.

Me, hanging out in my bedroom, while my mother prepared dinner. The smells wafting in through the cracks in the door. I could almost hear her call me to set the dinner table.

I spent a lot of time in my bedroom. When I was younger, that is where I stayed for days at a time. It was my haven. I read, watched t.v., wrote short stories and poetry, and just vegged out. I was surrounded by videotapes, books, candles, fluffy stuffed animals, pictures, pens & pencils, drawing pads, and at least 3 radio/stereo systems.

No one bothered me in my bedroom. I was Queen of The Ugly Paneled Room. No one talked back or made fun. I was the prettiest, most intelligent, richest person, in that room.

See, it's just sad. Now, I'm sad.

I want to go back.

I would get my mother back, but I would lose Scott.

Life sucks like that.
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