Am I happy or sad? Who the fuck knows!

Well, I've been upset for a few days now. A little bit of stress has been taken off of me by finally finishing my research paper and turning it in today. I already have my grades for that class and I finished up with an A. Right now my grade point average stands at 3.6, but I'm hoping that my other instructor gives me what I've earned, and that would be an A. Then my GPA will be 3.75. After today I'll have 12 college credits. Hmm...what does that mean?

Anyway, other stresses that are bringing me down are family and money. I don't feel as if I have either. My dad and Scott and best friend Beth are the only ones that really care for me. I don't think the others would notice if I disappeared.

The money worries are killing me. I think I have an ulcer. Sometime this week I have to go see a lawyer about filing for bankruptcy. That is so scary for me. I've already been sued by a local florist shithead, that one time considered me family, but the fucker wants his money...so if I want to stay out of court, I have to pay by August 1. I just want to say...

FUCK YOU WORLD!

I just don't feel like myself anymore. This world sucks and almost everyone in it does too. If I could get my finances settled, I would seriously think about moving away from here. Sorry Beth, I know you would miss me, but I'll always love you and we will never be far apart.

I believe the only other positive thing that has happened to me today, is I've been hired to make cookies for someone's wedding. I'm not sure how much to charge. They need 100 cookies, and they are providing the ingredients. The cookies will be heart shaped, and have icing on them. I love to do things like this, but I'm not sure if I can put a monetary value on my time, patience and skill. Gimme some suggestions.

Sorry, about the highs and lows in this post, but I am going to end on a good note. I stole this from my niece's site and I think it's funny.

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2005 WHEN
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is

that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see

if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.

7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of

the screen.

8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you

didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a

cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.

10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your

coffee.

11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. :)

12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.
13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward

this message.

14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

15. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on
this list.

AND NOW U R LAUGHING at yourself.

This is HOT!?!

Food: none.
Music: Foo!
Books: my new Cultural Diversity textbook!
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